The White Lady's Kingdom

I just don't know what's goin' on. How can a friend hurt you? I know it can happen but I can't stand it and I can't blame him because I really love him but this friendship has one way....
I don't know if it's a real friendship or not. Did he gave me a proof? No! Never!
Sometimes people told me "You see he really loves you!" but I don't trust it....I can't.
I can't know if I could consider him as my true friend....he's a good actor and I'm really confused.....Why did he do this? Hurting me so deeply....He makes me cry and angry....confused and sad.....terribly sad.
People told not to say these words.....not to destroy the hope of our true friendship....but I can't see anything good in our friendship....I can't see a friendship in itself....
and I'm so frustrated......and hurt inside......I know I'm losing him......and it'll happen soon!

Here we are....for my friend Katrin I'll put this images of Annabeth Gish taken during an interview...hope you like them honey ;)
1.http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v281/Vianne86/pcag2.jpg
2.http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v281/Vianne86/Gish_AG188188180282.jpg
3.http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v281/Vianne86/annabethgishannabeth9test8wt.jpg
4.http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v281/Vianne86/ag20.jpg

Here we are guys....I'm talking to all the people who are parental shipper like me and people who love CSI and want to partecipate.
Some friends of mine have organized a Parental Contest. You can partecipate through fanarts or fanfictions or both of them. For informations and rules here it is the link for the LJ
http://community.livejournal.com/shootingstarsgc
and this is the site: http://shootingstars.altervista.org/siteweb.php
thank you so much guys and we're waiting for you. :)
kisses
Rachel

Here it is the picture you've requested Katryn!
thanks for the comment...come here whenever you want you're always welcome! :)
kisses
Rachel

Hi Guys
I've been really busy but I've done a wallpaper inspired by "Extremis" the Gillian Anderson's song....
I think all the fan of X-files have seen the video......so I've decided to do a kind of my interpretation of the video....
Enjoy!
Kisses
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v281/Vianne86/Extremis_wallpaper.jpg

Hi guys, I'm really sorry but I've had some problems and I couldn't post or write here!
Please forgive me! I promise to increase my Lj!
lots of kisses
:**********

Here we are guys.....I've created my own LJ
I cannot believe.....OMG!
I'll try to make a good work.....
so welcome to everybody this is my first LJ and I hope you'll come here....
I'm going to post ff and arts about CSI and other series as House MD, X-files, Criminal Intent, Will&Grace, Sex and the city, Desperate Housewives and more....
kisses